Yagami Dark

2007-06-09T07:43:00.000-07:00

Sunday June 030507

Today in the afternoon nothing much happened but this happened during night

time, me and my mei went pasta mania for dinner as she insisted =D. And also she

wanted to buy her present for huimin =D. Damn her lo. Up untill now she still havent

sent my present to huimin=.=''. It's like so long already loh. Sian.

However, long time

never eat pasta mania le. So tasty =D. My favourite was, Country baked pasta =D! It's

also my first dish when i came to pasta mania the first time =D. It was a memoriable

first time however. Hahas. We talked about alot of people. Well she is the first person

that i can talk to her about things other than my brothers and my exs. she is the first

girl i think. maybe there is one other friend of mine who i can talk to her about. But

recently she is worried about her dog and hadnt had time to chat with me. So we

didnt talk alot this few days.

Anyway, after eating i found out that TAMPINES MALL

PARA MACHINE IS FIXED! And for so freaking long already they finally fixed it!

Too long never play liao now dont know how to play already. Never mind, i will train

harder =D. After that went to looked for huimin's birthday present. Well we found it

at mini toons( as i expected ). And she treated me some candies =D how nice of her

=D thank you mei =D! We chatted awhile and after that went home waited for her

bus and it's a hell long queue =D. Well, it was quite a day for both of us. Here are

some pictures.

Signing off for Sunday June 030507

Monday June 040507

Today went out with B4l and alicia! =D Well quite a time we never get together and

go out le. Today gary is leaving us!!! T.T hahas! dont get me wrong he is not dieing

=D. He is leaving us towards germany! Dont forget our presents =D! Lets talk about

the show, the show damn nice la damn funny also, i couldnt even eat my nachos

combo properly, keep laughing Non stop. Once again sitting beside me is william, we

cant stop laughing=D. Here are some pictures. Well i dont have the mood to post alot

so i will end here.

Signing off for Monday June 040507

Friday June 080507

Today suppose to go out with Racheal, Jia En And my jie one. But ended up i only

went out with jamie jie =D. But hey it was fun =D we suppose to meet at raffles place

mrt control station at 3:30pm. But as expected i was late. Late for like around 30

minutes. But when i reached there she only arrived 10 minutes ago =D. haha!

However we decided to go to Cathay Orchard to buy our tickets. The movie is called

Zodiac. However, something funny occured. while the train we was in reached dobhy

gaut i told my jie, it's at sommerset right? Then she say ya, den she get off the

train=.= and i was stubborn enough to get off the train too=.=''. Then we were about

to go up to esclator i go like. Hey jie, aint we suppose to get off at sommerset

instead=.='' Haha! Then when she relaise it, she went like oh ya hor ?!

Hahas,

anyway, we went to koboyashi to eat after we bought our tickets at cinni lesiure.

Hahas i remember the first time i ate at koboyashi was christmas eve =D. It was quite

memoriable =D. Anyway i love the movie Zodiac. It was awsome, maybe some people

will find it boring, but i find the story line amazing for me =D. I simply love mystery

=D. Had alot to take care of these days=D.

Oh ya before the movie we went to buy my

cousin's shirt for the wedding we are going to this sunday. And my jie even bought

me a ring! How nice of her right ? Thank you jie! For the ring of course =D. And of

course jie treat me eat at kobayashi also =D. Here is some pictures of the ring and Wisma Atria ( dont mind the spelling ).

Signing off for Monday June 040507

2007-06-03T10:00:00.000-07:00

Monday May 280507

Today was my O level chinese exam, the exam was intense=D however, the paper wasnt has

hard has it says it should be.

Not bragging or something.
Anyway right after the exam b4l members and alicia went to watch pirates!

It's an amazing

show, you guys out there should go and watch it=D it's

very very funny, anyway this was my first time organising a outing, but 2 ppl didnt turn out for

that trip T.T gary and pohli!

Seems like they had
something on and was unable to turn up!

However, we booked the tickets, we was able to ask

one person to replace gary but pohli's ticket was leftout,
so we had no choice but to let her pay the money>.<

already had ppl not going>.<>

But

that day was fun=D well, i had fun, i am sure other ppl did =D oh ya i forget to

mention the

names, andy, chin meng, ernst, william, yong ming, alicia

and most of all ME =D the most funniest part for me in pirates was, when

captain jack sparrow

( don mind the spelling mistake ) said this, a rock, i
am followed by a rock o.O ( and he threw the rock which was actually a crab ) =D

Signing off for Monday May 280507

Thursday May 310507

TODAY last day of june i am going for EMERGE YOUTH CONFERNCE held at singapore expo

31st of may till june 3rd.

Woke up very early in the morning=.='' even ealier then when i go school=.= the people in the

cell group said that we were

meeting at 7am!!

Oh my gosh damn it's that early or
wad=.='' well it's early for me. =.='' anyway it's holiday right?

=D oh well about the conference,

wow the place was filled with people, you cant
imagine that so many youth a gathered at a place like this would u ?

=D well i thought that the

thing start at 7am den i found out that 7 am is
because they wanted to queue eariler so they can get a good place.

Oh well, i hated the queue

the most of course, but i am not very sure about this i
don really admire the people there talking about their god namly jesus, dont wanna be

disrespectful or what but i just cant simply agree with what the
people are saying there, the stories and things they say about their god, i dont agree thats the

reason why i didnt attend the next 3 days =D i only
attended the first day =D not to be bias or what, because although i am a buddhist i actually dont

even believe in my religious also, maybe i shall call
myself a free thinker even i am a buddhist =D well i got no choice have i?

My mom is a buddhist

=D Anyway the conference was fun after the
prayings of course =D.

OH i forget to menition their songs are superb =D i love their songs =D

sing along with them =D and oh YA they are super
hyper active man!

=D you cant imagine how hyper active they are!

And about the compeitions

there, they got 3 on 3 basketball 3point shoot outs and
erm street soccer which was 5 people per team, captain's ball, rock climbing, 8-ball pool, air

rifle, badminton, bowling, long jump, track and
field,paint ball, vertical marathon, table tennis, arm wrestling,mathmatics olympiad, brainest

youth, social enterprise, script writing,essay writing,
spelling BEE, debate, lightning english and chinese chess, contract bridge tournament, sms shoot

out 2007 XBOX challenge(winning eleven)(Project
gotham racing) LAN gaming challenge ( counter strike ) ( DOTA challenge ) ( Warcraft standard

games ), comic strip drwaing , make up contest,
beauty pageant and man hunt, acrylic painting, fashion design, talentime, painting, shoe design,

product design, advertisment, trailer challenge,
animation and last of all short flim compeition. Well, i only got to see the brainest youth

compeition.

3 on 3 basketball, 3 points shoot out and the
Spelling Bee compeition which i was very interested in=D.

Anyway i only went for the first day

so i didnt get to watch much i didnt even went for the
night session!

But i heard from my friend that TANK was there at the conference during the

night session =D well the 3 on 3 basketball, there wasnt
any much pros there, so i didnt watch much, i went to watch the spelling BEE compeition which i

was very interested about.

Oh my god man there ask
words which even i dont know, and the thing is, it was words for the primary school students!

And i dont even know 1/3 of the words =.=!

And let me
take for example i dont remember much but here is one, the spelling BEE is something like this,

the person says the word, and the contestant spells
the word, simple right?

Oh well, you are wrong,the person said this word, ' edentulous ' And i

was like O.O what kind of word is that?

Is it english?

And a mere primary school should know what kind of word is that?
O.O ( edentulous is a correct
spelling because i recorded down the exact spelling
while the person tells the contestant the correct answer if the compeitior spelled wrongly )
And
there i see a mere primary 6 i suppose, said this, May
i have the defintion please? And the person replied, ' edentulous ' meaning having no teeth;
toothless.
Then i was like o.O cant you just say
toothless?
Then the speller continues, ' e t e n t u l o u s ' etentulous?
Then the so called
examiner said, ' incorrect ' it's spelled ' e d e n t u l o u
s' edentulous.
And i was like oh my god!?
Only a word mistake ?
I would have spelled it so
wrong. =.='''
You guys wants another word?
i recorded
down two words =D which is at primary school catergory, they got secondary school catergory
but i didnt record down any of those, here is another.
I
will sort of censor the words but giving the defintion instead,' **************** ' the same thing
happen though the contestant said, may i have the
defintion please?
And the examiner said, ' Perfomance of or skill in performing magic or
conjuring tricks with the hands; sleight of hand.'
Then the contestant spelled this,' p r e d i g i t a t i o n ' predigitation, the contestant said, the
examiner replied, " incorrect "
it's spelled as ' p r e s t i d i g i t a t i o n ', prestidigitation.
Amazing
isnt it?
i got to go and watch more compeition on spelling BEE now =D oh well i need to stop
here so.

Signing off for Thursday May 310507

Monday June 040507
Today in the afternoon nothing much happened but this happened during night time, ( sorry my
mom suddenly call me to shut down the computer, i will
finish the post tommorrow, BYE =D )

2007-05-27T08:50:00.000-07:00

Sunday May 270507

Sorry for not posting the previous friday, was abit too busy to do so. Today spent my time studying chinese the whole day but was too tired and rest up when it was evening. And i watched this show, called There is No nice guy in this world, in chinese, or it could be nice guy have extinct. I shouldnt watch the show, i knew it when they had the commercial about the show few days ago, but i still went and watched it. Sighs, i really shouldnt watch it, it reminds me of memories that i dont like. They often say that in a relationship u need trust, commitment and honesty( correct me if i didnt spell it correctly ). But seems that even when i done all 3 of them, they still dont work, i dont know why. Why is it so. I really thought that i forgotten about things like this cos i always tell myself it's up to me my own to forget it, i also tell some of my frens or rather my mei,that it's up to yourself whether you want to forget it or not, not that u couldnt is that u didnt want to. I thought it was suppose to be like that, think i am wrong, i keep telling myself i should be happy about other things and try not to remember the things that they done to me. but wadever i do i just couldnt forget them. Not forget how much i love them is forget how much pain they put in me. if now you ask if they ask for patch would i patch back? i could say it in confidence, No. Not only that i will hate them, but i always tell myself, don hate them, pity them. Pity for they done this to me one day they will receive retribution, well one of them did received it, though i really felt sorry for her.

Did i did something wrong in the past? Why must i receive such treatment? I trust them i told them everything and no lies towards them, why is it so that they have to do this to me. Why has it got to be me? Well they said that in most relationship girls are always in a disadvantage, but this time maybe i am too stupid to be true to be the one suffering rather then them. Or should i say i don even bear to let them suffer. I treat them like gold, but they treat me like shit. And till now i am too afraid of getting in a relationship again. Cause i didnt want to be hurt again. I dont want something to go wrong again, i really didnt wan something like that to happen. I really dont, cause the feeling of being cheated aint something good to enjoy about. Many guys wants to be a playboy because in the end of relationship you are not the one suffering but the girls, but do u know how much they are hurt because of it? Thats why i detest being a playboy. i detest it, i detest ppl who treat relationship as a game. I got a stomach of feelings that i couldnt explained, i dont know how to explain in words. Sometimes, i wish i wouldnt born in this world. Or should i say i wish i didnt met them before. IF ONLY I DIDNT. Now this sentence kept coming to my mind, ' what have i done wrong, that this is to happen to me'. But up until now i still strongly agree wif that ppl who lies to ppl and hurt their feelings will have retributions. They will suffer in the end, thats the reason why i nvr hurt a girl's feeling. But ended up getting hurt myself, as always.

2007-05-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday 14,15,16,17,18,190507

Sorry, for not putting up the post on friday, just got my result recently. Wasn't very good actually>.<
hahas so lets not say much about it. However, went to watch spider man 3 with my bros and frens and well actually if i dont say who got go you all would also know who went by reading other people's blog =D. Spider man 3 is a BAGUS SHOW I TELL YOU! =D hahas really la need go and watch it =D. Hmm, these few days in school very boring actually, everyday just keep check results only. But on mother's day however, thought that could spent my time with my mom? Oh well, what was i thinking, haha, sure cannot one la. ended up i slept during the afternoon for arounds 3 - 4 hours thereafter someone called me up and said that there is problem, and i went down to the void decks opposite temasek poly. Well i actually expected this to happen. So to me actually aint a suprise, think they both aint really ready for a relationship bah. To me having some experiences on relationship. Now i know that before u enter a relationship, you should first think, how much u know that person and how much that person know you, before accepting it and ended up doing the wrong deceision. Sigh, actually i shouldn't start saying people and start worrying about myself, both results and relationship. Big 'Rs' hahas.

During Friday, was having my chinese lesson and while everyone was studying, i was the only one doing nothing and listening to songs. And start going around disturbing other classmates, anyway i made a stupid joke=D cos whenever i listen to techno or pop song etc, my whole body will go like shake shake shake and SHAKEEEE non stop. And ernst say eh, you sing one song properly and i record down. Then i go like okok steady, but in the end i didnt sing properly =D hahas! Sang like a kid, den ended up many ppl laugh like hell after listening to it, most kua zhang was ade loh. hahas! den someone text me and ask me to call him back. It was mervyn by the way, asked me if i wan to go for karoake, then i was like, you got money meh? o.o den he go like, my parents going also mah~ =D den i GG! =D hahas at the same day i also asked william if he wanna go bugis cos i wanna buy bag. so we went bugis. But the bag i wan was out, it's a ZINC bag, but HOWEVER, went in another shop and saw a TOTAL similar bag, and later found out that it was ZINC that copied that bag pattern. However the bag's brand name was 'AIRWALK' quite weird though. Cos never heard this brand before. hahas! And mom ( mervyn's mom which is now my god mother ) came and fetch me up and we went to a place which i DONT KNOW and ended up in a korean resturant =D. The food there BAGUS DA! =D though i dont quite like korean foods =D.

However, mom said that the country club's karoake full. Den nvr book. so we ended up watching a show which was like 11:40pm. Movie name was 'NEXT' is quite a intersting show HOWEVER it's LAME! No ending! Haha i wont stop you guys to watch it but it's a lame show defintley you would think that the whole show is quite nice but not the ending part. You will go like. 'ZZZZ' in the end. Hahas! However the main actor was the guy who act 'ghost rider' his hairstyle changed =x not nice at all now =D. Still got alot of shows coming up. And the one i am looking forward to was HARRY POTTER! hahas! ok la don say too much la i also need to sleep liao. Bye

Signing off for 14,15,16,17,18,190507

2007-05-11T22:17:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 100507

Like the same every week on friday i will post =D. This week nothing much happen though cause we are having exams,but guess what? Yesterday was our maths paper 2, thereafter we got 10 questions on graphs, vectors and some equations for us to solve. I finished the paper 5 minutes before the due time. and guess what? when i was arranging my answer paper. I found out that i missed doing question 8! The whole of question 8! And i had only left 3 minutes more to do this question. This question is like Qn 8a {i} {ii} {iii} etc. Hell, i didnt make it doing whole of qn 8 but i did manage to finish some. =D the paper was quite easy if you really studied. As for me, well i did manage to do one question that some of my classmate was unable to do. The question where they call you to plot a locus of 1/4 of triangle ABC. Something like that. I was blur at that moment. Then i thought of OH YA! Parallel lines! =D using the base of lengh 11cm divide it by 4 and get 1/4 of the length. And you start drawing your parallel lines =D. Felt more smart after doing this question =D.

However lets get back to today. Heard from william said that noelle and some of my classmate had some problems with some other girls, which i dont know who they are. HOWEVER, they said there was a ATOMIC BOMB in those gang. A "atomic bomb' with a tatto of a 'butterfly' on her chest! OH MY GAWD MAN! If you know that your size cant wear this kind of clothes den don wear it going out la. And you would know that if you want to wear it out then you are bound to be laughed at what. Ya, it's your choice of wearing what type of clothes, but it's also our choice to laugh =D. But however i heard that one of the girl pointed middle finger at noelle and i also heard that this happened days ago le. They diao at noelle then noelle they all i think diao back and all those happened bah. However, gengkai and some of my classmate was with them noelle they all today i was there of course. Gengkai waited them to start it first, but did not happen UNTILL geng kai went out of the mac =.='''. Geng kai ah, face problem la! Hahas! However awhile later the girl who had a tatto on her chest's friends came by. Not sure if they called them down or what, but it was a group of malays. However,didnt have much time to stay on cause we are having tuition at tampines safra later on. So we left that place. But was said that going to go down tomorrow again. Having some stress this few days. Sighs. Dont have much time to blog le. Bye.

Signing off for today 100507

Friday, 110507

YO GUYS!! Had my POA paper 2 today, and guess what? sure fail -.-. Hahas though got study but forgot how to do disposal account and i got some careless mistake and leads to mistakes all over that qns. Sigh. Anyway just now playing dota met some pros. Real pros. Damn i admire them. Haha,anyway i got to go out now for the macdonald problem,come back blog again =D. Aww, just came back home and blog, today sadly nothing happened that group of people didnt came. In the end we went to play basketball instead. Was fun, but too long nvr play liao very tiring. Hahas! Fat liao las.. Die liao le. Sighs.

Signing off for today 110507

2007-05-04T06:32:00.000-07:00

Monday 300407,

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves who am i 'who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?'
Actually, who are you not to be ?
We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
what do this words meant to you ? =D

Signing off for today, 300407

Wednesday 020407,

Something happened today, and lets talk about it from the start. Early in the morning, reached school and saw someone wearing slippers to school,it was Jie kun. And this was the main topic about today =D. I asked him " what happen to your leg? " And he said this, oh, No la early in the morning was styling my hair half way then saw it was already 7:13 so i didn't wore my shoes but my slippers instead, so that was what happened =D. Thereafter, during lesson geng kai took a picture of him wearing the slippers and shaking his leg. That day we head PC period instead of assembly, Miss Tan came in, she saw immediately jie kun was wearing slippers and asked him why he was wearing slippers? I was sitting behind him at that point in time, so i heard what he said, the first time miss tan asked him, he didn't reply her, the second time she ask, ( erm i don't remembered what jie kun reply ) the third time miss tan asked, he replied this, i sprained my ankle. But then, geng kai knew it was a fake, and took out his hand phone and show the picture of jie kun shaking his leg like he ain't injured. When miss tan saw this she knew he was faking. Thereafter, miss tan saw the ear phone lieing on his table and confiscated it. Jie kun then was not satisfied on what miss tan did and he voice out and said this, why geng kai took out his hand phone and show you the picture and you didnt confiscate it? And edmund and gary that time also wear slippers to school and why you didn't picked on them but me only? At this point in time geng kai got angry and said i was concern about you thats why i told miss tan about your slippers loh. If i was wanted to sabotage you i would told the DM instead loh. You use your head to think la if you got caught by DM instead of miss tan what will happened? If it was the DM you will need to spent your whole day at recovery room. But if it is miss tan most probably you will only get a scolding. You know how to think a not? This is roughly what geng kai said. Before he said this, miss tan got irritated about jie kun saying why miss tan didn't confiscate geng kai's hand phone when he took it out. And what jie kun said made miss tan did a spot check on our whole class. And saying it more simple, he sabotage us instead. And then she searched, irfan about his ear phone too being confiscated by teacher, started to being sarcastic and so. They started to quarrel and it sound like a debate. It was interesting =D, however, miss tan said something like when gary and edmund came to school with slippers she did scold them and gary even he had a MC for his sprained leg miss tan even double confirm with the school's basketball's coach since gary leg's injury was cause by a basketball match. He then confirmed with miss tan that he did hurt his leg. Thereafter even this miss tan still told gary to wear shoes to school the day after. Thereafter jie kun said something like i only wear this today. But actually he wore it most of the days when it was raining, then i forgot who shout out this, "wah so coincidence once it rains your leg got sprained ah?" haha! And then jie kun started saying so? And then irfan said this which i like it, hey hey, in a verbal conversation once you are saying the word so means you are losing you know? You don't say the word 'so'. Haha this sentence was nice =D. But the conversation was quite long and i couldn't remember it all. but the thing is, if jie you had jux say sorry i lied or something like that it would be better =D. At the end miss tan's group won and was victorious. =D

Signing off for today, 020407

Thursday 030407,

Miss tan came to class today and said this, today i don't know what to teach you,which shocked me cause miss tan never said that before. Hahas however we did something else and it was quite fun too. I love this class. this class rawrks!! 5n2 rawrks guys!! =D Someone did something that i didn't expected he/she will do today. But however take care of your health ok ?=D Sighs,today at class miss tan started saying things about Os levels. Stress me lohs, sighs, sian la. Well, i didnt had anything big to talk about today, but now very tired because had PE today. So i am,

Signing off for today, 030407

2007-04-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

Monday 230407,
Like what i said, i am going to revive my blog this coming friday. but i decided to post every 1 time a week and writing down things and one shot post all altogether. Maybe it's better this way. =D Recently somethings happened that i am shocked about. One long couple had broke up. I didnt thought that this would happened so soon. i was still thinking that this couple would last till the guy reached NS period. But there was some obstacles that was in the way for this two couple. Though i really dont agree what the guy says few weeks ago. Abit angry about what he said though cos i hate that kind of attitude. Something like a playboy attitude. i hate it. cos i suffered from play girls. And one thing i learnt that i can tell you is. it aint going to feel good. The feeling of being played by the ones that you loves. Studied abit this few days but jux couldnt concentrate. These few days go school keep feeling restless. Couldn't sit at my place well. Keep on moving around. Cant stay still. Whats the word again ? Erm, Fidget? or figit? Ah, forget it. Please correct me if i am wrong. If there is Any kind souls out there =D Anyway, i had being through what this girl is going through now. And i know it's hard. But hope she would overcome these problems. Though i dont feel like saying what happened and the details and names. But i think you all know who i am saying about. =D Just try not to say names bahs. Ok lets change the topic. And it's getting dark. ( Actually is already 12.07am 230407 just trying to say it's getting late =D ) My brothers all fan dao hua sia. Gary had a few of his fans coming to find him and giving him lunch boxes and stuffs. And i keep seeing him receiving cards and all those. Some of it was his nu er or mei or something. But i think he knows how to manage it de la=D And william, got this girl name winnie like him i think. If my information is not wrong =D but most probably is correct la. This girl name winnie think she maybe the right girl for william though. Maybe this two will work out=D Go for it william! If you need help in handling this kind of relationship problems. Feel free to ask me. I got alot of failure experiences. Could tell you what mostly will happened during this kind of relationships. And followed by a birth of a new couple!! Apple and apple XAO! =D think u guys know what happen la. No need me say much. If i never remembered wrongly their date was 200407. At first they didnt know it's 20 or 21. But noelle said she like 20. And 20 seems a good number too. And in the end the number really came out to be 20 =D Oh well, so be it =D . And as for me, things happened. For further details please contact 64416165 or 91920725 =D . Please no prank calls after 11:30pm. Thank you for your coperation. =D Though i think i still got alot to write, but i think i must stop here. tomorrow still got school. Test somemore, studied but couldnt get into my mind. Think couldnt make it this history test. But i would try harder next time!! =D Good night to all my brothers and frens. Sleep tight. Sweet Dreams. =D!!

Signing off for today, 230407

Wednesday 250407,
People call you names, you can endure, you can don think about it and hide the anger inside ur heart. But what about a person u treat dearly as ur brother called u names that is not good to hear. This was what happened. wednesday 230407 i reached home and started doing my ten years series. And one of my brother pm me at msn. I shall not say names, so i shall call the brother who pm me as brother 'A' brother A said this to me. He went to ask this person about something, this person is also my brother, so i shall call him brother 'B' brother B said this to him, go find derrick la, he pcc alone also sian. ( the nick name that ppl called me is pcc kia which i don like it, i didnt show my anger out cos i know they are jux joking, but this is the time when he go over my limits ). Thereafter brother 'A' came to me and talk to me about it. I got curious and i went to ask in msn about this. And this is what he said, (5:02 PM) Brother B : wad

(5:02 PM) Derrick: wad u say to Brother A

(5:03 PM) Brother B : nth la

(5:03 PM) Brother B : wads wrong

(5:03 PM) Derrick: u tell me Now wad u say to Brother A

(5:03 PM) Brother B : i didn say anythin

(5:04 PM) Derrick: Brother A ask u something

(5:04 PM) Brother B : he only asked me to go for diner

(5:04 PM) Derrick: and wad u say to him ?

(5:04 PM) Brother B: fuck (5:04 PM) Brother B: how i neo

(5:04 PM) Derrick: Ok den wad u reply him

(5:04 PM) Brother B: i said my mum buy for me la

(5:04 PM) Brother B: knn u wan chat log anot.

And i showed him this chat which was between me and Brother A

(4:44PM)BrotherA:who are my bro?

(4:44 PM) Brother A: i ask Brother B

(4:44 PM) Brother A: he say

(4:44 PM) Brother A: go find derick la

(4:44 PM) Brother A: he pcc alone also sian

(4:44 PM) Brother A: knn

(4:45 PM) Brother A: u don feel piss urself nvm

(4:45 PM) Brother A: i myslef fell very piss liao

(5:05 PM) Brother B: his problem la

(5:05 PM) Derrick: knn

(5:05 PM) Brother B: he himslef so sensitive

(5:05 PM) Derrick: u think insult me very funny is zit

(5:05 PM) Brother B: lol

(5:05 PM) Brother B: er yar..

(5:05 PM) Brother B: not only you got insulted til lbig one ma

(5:05 PM) Brother B: onoly u kena?

End of conversation, after this i called him using phone, i asked him i got offend you is zit ? You need to insult me untill like that? Then he said also not only you one person kana called names before. I Said, then is their problem la they tio call names their problem la you tio called names by them then their fault la. What i do? I got call u names before ? You use your brain and think carefully from sec 1 untill now i got call you nick names before a not ? Among all my brothers so many got nick names i also nvr always call their nick names every single day. He said, I also dont know who started it, since someone started it then we follow la. All people are followers what. Then i got really angry, i said *** *** They follow you need follow ah? I treat you as brother you need to insult me untill like that ? Then he replied, i like leh, my mouth leh, what can you do about it ? Then the anger got too much and i said k loh you wan say, say la. ( i hanged the phone up ). Thereafter he pm me at msn. Cannot talk win ppl then kap phone and dono who is the one who ownself call in first lor. i replied wtf? i already say you wan call wadever u wan call la. What win or never win, you so eager to win den let you win la. Bo liao,i call you to ask u things, also not to compete who win or lose. Childish. He replied, ask me things ? so you got your answer ? I replied ya i got my answer, he replied got then ok. ( I edited some phrase in my setences but the meaning would be the same if i sent u the chat log ). One person told me, even if this happened you still cant escape from the fact that you will still be facing him everyday in school for the rest of the year. What are you going to do ? Stopped talking to him ? So many years of problem and you cant settle this kind of stuffs peacefully? I thought of his words and i am confused. But am i the one in wrong? Why should i be the one going up to him and say sorry instead of him coming up to me and say sorry instead? Who are the one really wrong? Is it me? If it's so then so be it i will admit my wrong, but what did i did wrong? Sighs. Fortunatley there was someone i could talked to. And i clam myself down. Thankfull for this person. Correct my grammer mistakes if i have any, thank you. If anyone wanna give some comments about my post, be my honour to tag my blog either that or pm me at msn or you could call me up instead. (lostAbro*). Oh ya, recently someone sms me, Yoz supp what are you doing, how are you? Are you busy? The answer for you is, i am enjoying my life, i am not fine, am i always busy? Dont think so. I am not going to say that i love everyone out there or what. Cause i am not so kind=D

especially today.

Signing off for today, 25042007

Friday 270407
Today was my mid-year exam english paper 1 and 2. Woke up early today but whole body aching, probably was because went to play basketball straight after i got off the bus from school. And it was right after my Pe lessons. Hahas, was playing half way when a group of malays came and played soccer, i thought that they wanted to use the court. One of them came and i thought he wanted me to clear court so they could play football instead. But instead he came up to me and said this, yo bro, you can carry on play we will be just kicking the ball around wont be affecting you playing. Was quite content that he said that =D. So i continued playing ball. =D that was yesterday. So about today, went off to school with my aching body. Tired sia, went to buy my favourite nescafe, mocha, but was out of stock. Saded, so i bought nescafe original instead. Went in to school and saw seri asked her what was the format for the report writing, cause i got a feeling for sure will come out report writing. And it did =D. Both the paper is quite easy. So i hoped that i could pass my english paper this mid year =D have to buck up studying now. But now a days plan to play basketball when i got time but cant study. Now at home but raining cats and dogs outside. Actually planned to play basketball today too. But since the weather forbid me from playing =D. Too bad for me then. Saded =D. Aiya i go download naruto watch le i go study le. Bye. =D

Signing off for today, 270407

2007-04-23T08:41:00.000-07:00

GOING TO REVIVE MY BLOG THIS COMING FRIDAY!! =D!!

2007-03-21T04:42:00.001-07:00

sian.. i am too lazy to blog =D

2007-03-10T22:44:00.000-08:00

We'll do it all
Everything On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much they're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time Chasing cars
Around our heads I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all
I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

This Song Rocks! Snow Patrol Chasing Cars

2007-03-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

hihi.. damn my keyboard abit retard.. = . =''' nvm i try to type as slow as possible so my keyboard can catch up wif me =D.. few days ago..i finally knew wads my purpose of living in this world.. not for my mom, frens, love ones, brothers, sisters, relatives.. but for myself.. i nvr seen anyone in this world got so angry about us not studying when he is not even related to us.. he only spent his 3 whole days wif us but he got worried for us.. i was like wad the hell? why does this guy go so far for someone that he only know for 3 days? i mean is like.. it's our life not his anyway.. but after that day.. i knew it's time for me to wake up.. and on the 3rd day.. when the point i saw so many ppl teared infront of the whole sch.. i couldnt resist my feelings.. many ppl cant.. and for me in the first time in my life i saw my brothers ppl who seem so strong outside to me cried.. ppl like ernst.. i rarely saw him cry even.. i know he tried to held it back.. but too the moment ppl started crying infront of him confessing how they felt about their parents.. i mean is like.. the feeling of seeing someone that u treat as brother crying infront of u aint easy u know.. for other ppl i dont know.. but for me it is.. and i also know that i still can live on wif my life without any gf or something.. i can.. is my beliefs that is doing all the job.. like wad adam said... treat very failure as a learning experience.. so treat it like one.. hmm.. thought of entering the infromation and diploma course next year.. but many ppl said that that course is doesnt have any future in the future.. but my mom told me to go and study a course that u like..and i told her i like computer.. but in singapore computer repairing doesnt give aint a big career in the future.. but.. haiya nvm la.. see how things go.. haha! but i got to decide my course anyway!

2007-03-01T04:26:00.000-08:00

this few days.. very sian.. many things happen.. lazy to say.. who is my true love ? =D lazy to post le.. if i suddenly post means something good happen to me.. =D

2007-02-15T05:12:00.000-08:00

here.. to post.. haha lets say something about wad happen on 14/2/07.. valentine day.. damn man.. no girl wan me.. haha.. no ppl jio me out la.. den got one of my bro also bo girl jio..in the end we two went out instead.. haha.. watched two shows at once.. follow law and ghost rider.. damn follow law very funny.. haha! thereafter we watched ghost rider is the best show man! omg!! chio la ghost rider!! all ppl please watched it! after that went to tampines mall and played para para.. damn it was nice.. haha.. asked daniel to played with me also.. haha!! daniel jia you faster find a stead bahs!!

2007-02-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

yo.. Here to create a short post before i sleep.. went to school today tot that i am going to be late.. cos.. woke up at 6:30 am.. rushed down.. took a 6:50++am bus.. reached school jux in time.. phew.. but lehs? hair tio caught.. zzzzzzz... fish the slivia.. like that also catch me.. say wad trim my side burn only.. in the end my behind hair gone.. kaos.. high SLOPE AH!.. zz.. but leh.. no hair very liang! haha! play basketball during lunch break.. long time nvr play le.. i missed it so much !! but my skills rojak liao.. need to buck up after O levels.. sighs.. new year reaching.. is it the same like last few years? a few ang pao only.. haha... last time one of my fren got 43++ ang pao.. i only got 4.. haha funny mah? =D if anyone know who is him.. his name is mervyn.. =D a rich dude too..my old time brother.. but lost contact with him ever since the end of sec 3.. dont know why also.. talked with one of my long time private server di.. din know that he still treat me as kor... last time becos of i gm i can give ppl items he wan be my di.. now i not gm he still call me kor.. this di.. not bad.. haha... he chatted about our brothers things.. haha funny him.. ok la i go sleep le.. good night sleep tight!! sweet dreams!!

2007-02-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

yos... i am here to blog.. =D going to say something few days ago... lets start from the first day bah... anyone naruto fans here? hmmm... look at this !!

Akatuski New member Sabaku No Gaara!! omgosh!! Gaara had betrayed sand village and joined the akatsuki clan? who knows* gg..

Haha.. Now lets say something after that day.. hmm somone seems to still care about me.. haha not going to say outwho is it of course.. but hope that this goes on forever...

Hmm friday that time went out with my bros to the converse wholesale.. so fun.. =D ernst , william , cm and andy of course there is also alica and noelle.. was wondering how to get there at first.. and made me waited at my house for so long... grrr... in the end we decided to take cab there.. and we took it.. that day william and cm wasnt in good condition.. sick bahs.. cm at there that time NO FRESH AIR!! haha... that time i need to go early cos need to work at 6 pm at my mom's work place.. in the end my mom said that she wanna buy new shoes for me..? wad a miracle.. haha! at converse sale no money buy shoes.. go mom's work place say wan go buy shoes!! haha.. bought one new converse shoes... not going to show it untill new year come!! =D thereafter.. on saturday.. o4o2o7.. andy, humi, mei, kimi and me went to marina bay there to eat steam boat.. but of cos we enjoy the fun first.. we went bowling first.. first time bowled and won all except andy=.='' he trashed us.. haha.. after playing one round was bored and decided to play initial D instead.. so long nvr play liao.. so fun!! haha.. at first was blur.. forget wad was the gear sequence.. omg.. in the end andy wanted to play one game.. so i let him played.. den after that he said 1 on 1.. haha easy stage that track.. trashed him!! gg.. haha but actually nothing la.. it's the fun that counts. then after that we played cm's favourite track.. damn so many turn.. won him also!! hahahahs but hand pain... =.='''' after that went to the arcade to play games.. played hyper bishi bashi.. long time nvr play le.. last time play was with ernst.. confirm.. haha.. pwned mei!! gg but at the last she won.. becos of wad i forget le.. hahas.. thereafter we went to find my para station.. was in the urge of playing para that time.. haha.. wah kaos.. long time nvr play.. dont know how to dance adi... zzz at first play round 1 got a group of around 7 - 8 girls watchin.. after round 2 only left 1=.=''' then in the end.. that 1 girl got fren say wan go liao.. den she also go.. she actually don wan go de norhs... sian.. den at that time only humi watched me played para.. the other guys went to played hyper bishi bashi.. so sian.. only excited to play para when got alot of ppl watching.. like that den fun.. !! gg.. after that we went for... STEAMBOAT!! zzz.. fishing prawns.. they bite me.. ouch~~~~ enjoyed the food.. so delicious.. haha!! helped humi to make the food as he nvr eat steam boat before.. haha... After eating we slack at there.. talk talk talk.. about ro la.. digimon la.. pokemon la... all kind of stupid things.. =.=''' missed the old time pvp server.. maybe planning to make server some other time.. =D thereafter.. we missed the last train.. zz no train go back.. sighs.. andy they all wanted to stay overnight.. but i cant=.='' zz mom don allowed.. then my mei say i spoiler.. zz.. as if i wanna spoil like that? i quarrelled with my mom also.. not as if i wan to go home like that.. put urself in other ppl's shoes.. before u scold ppl spoiler bahs... zz.. waited for andy's father to come and fetch us.. sent mei back first.. wah.. her house hor.. very far lehs.. wah kaos=.=''' thereafter andy's father sent me home.. thats the end of that day=D we talked alot on that day also.. don wanna say the details bah.. alot of craps also.. hahas!!

Here are some pictures of someone who lost his childhood..

2007-01-31T08:44:00.000-08:00

woohoo here to post.. got 3 days nvr post le.. but now is quite late adi.. omg my keyboard retard=.= i type to fast.. it come out slow.. zz need to buy new keyboard liaoz.. hmm today wednesday.. got a new funny joke.. SQUARE HEAD!! invented by PENG CHIN MENG!! wahahah funny sia.. make jie kun dulans.. so fun... sighyo.. i nearly late today.. heng i did something.. but not going to say it out=P hmm feburary.. a new life to me bahz... got to change everything.. i wanna be last time de cheerful me=D when i was primary school though... =D hmm today seems that william got a secret.. but don wan say it out.. wonder wad it was.. he asked everyone will you? i mean like he asked four of us the same question.. and we all 4 answered the same way.. Yes.. haha he den say.. wah lau... den i knew it was something on.. should be relationship problem bahxx.. hah i know things tat ppl dont know about william oh~~ GG haha but i promise him not to say it out. i guess he also don wan other ppl to know bahxx.. =D hmm gary went to compeition with his injuries.. hope he wont happen anything bahx.. he won that match though.. good job!! today miss ross abuse students!! COMPLAIN TO MOE AH!! wahahha.. don wan think so much about relationship le bah? follow de flow bahs.. wait her come find me.. lazy go find her le.. always find wrong person.. sighs.. everytime thought i found the right person in the end also find wrong.. sighs suan le.. why must the "prince" go find the "princess" and not the "princess" find "prince?"

neh neh.. thanks cm bro.. today we chatted and i tot it was good.. long time nvr chat with you all le.. haha.. don chat i will feel left out>.< =D at school already abit left out cos i sitted at corner le.. but nvm bahx.. xi guan jiu haoz...

aiyo my new mei.. nvr choi me for few days le.. she call me find bf for her.. den she don wan choi me.. bad hor? zz.. anyway.. who intersted? please pm me at msn or find me here=D erm.. she wan cheerfull and know how to make jokes de.. =D need to go through me first before u can meet her wor=D but i wont reveal her name now lahx.. =D anyone interested??

omg someone still owe me christmas present!! don thin i forget ah=D hmm gtg sleep le.. tomolo got school.. ARGHH miss my HAIR!! T.T take a look...

shuai mah? shuai or not shuai also tell m lehs=D bye bye =D pm me in msn if u wanna chat=D cos i also boring..

2007-01-29T08:32:00.000-08:00

Here to post =D alright.. many things happened today again.. but i gussed no one wanna know about it so i don think i wanna post it.. but if u are interested to know.. please pm me at msn.. anyway got up early today but still late=.='' reached school that time already late for 1 min.. den i think aiya don go in la go in need go recovery room whole day rather stay home sleep.. zzz haha.. afternoon william called me and asked me wanna go eat at food palace a not.. den i go eat lohs.. think i got influenced by ernst.. william call me go now.. instead i heard he wan me go that time sms me=.= in the end late again.. why i keep late this few days? cos... i not enough sleep..... thats the end i think... post tomolo bah.. bye i go sleep le..

2007-01-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

=D nice to see u guys again.. here to post again.. many things happen and i suddenly don feel like posting.. but well i don wish to say the things that happen.. =D eh eh.. yesterday played pool damn it was fun.. =D haha was forced by humi ,yong ming, andy and mei to play!! wahahahha.. oh ya.. this is some images on wad happen and some miacles they did~~

here are some more pictures=D don really feel like posting Now.. bye... good night..

2007-01-26T10:02:00.000-08:00

Wah kaoz.. woke up early in the morning today... friday la of course not today actually it's already past 12pm.. but i think i will post this fast.. today woke u early in the morning to meet gary.. and then saw him with his leg.. omg it's so serious.. sighs.. take care ah bro.. hmm school was the same.. after school went to william's house to take ro cd.. therafter he went my house to record some songs.. but as we predict.. we din manage to record any in the end.. didnt know why.. but actually we did record one song.. but den it was very successful actually.. after that went to market 85 to eat with my bros.. william, gary and chin meng went to eat cha kuey teow... sighs.. alot of things happen.. i am really regretted wad i did.. jux hope that i got a chance to do things right.. waiting for someone one last time.. but if she doesnt accept me.. den so be it.. thanks to the ppl who visited my blog.. i sincerely thank you..

2007-01-25T09:08:00.000-08:00

First day of post.. also the first day my blog is created.. Created it because all of my frens wanted it to be up... sigh.. it's late adi.. need to sleep early.. tomolo got school.. hope i am not sick tomolo.. don wan to be at home sleeping alone.. sei bei sian.. first day of post i don write so much bah.. make it short and sweet.. thanks for the help getting from william and andy in making this blog.. thanks=D bros forever man.. Ending here... Go sleep bahz.. Night~